I've noticed lately that I tend to just want to eat and eat when I get home from work. Mornings are fine, I eat a bowl of cereal, a nurtigrain bar, or make double of whatever I am making for my son, be it waffles, eggs, or toast. Lunch is usually good too. I try for a salad and a sandwich with some sort of fruit. After work I'm hungry, but not ready for dinner so I'll grab a bowl of cereal. I don't stop at just one bowl though, it turns into two and I'm not done there. I start to rummage through the cabinets looking for something else. Luckily I've learned not to buy these something elses so I end up getting frustrated with myself for even looking, grab a glass of water and plop myself on the couch. Really I should be out weeding my garden or flower beds, taking a walk or doing homework. Instead I am watching tv, usually the shows I have recorded from days before. My procrastination is horrible. I was excited that one of my teachers had need to extend the due date of an assignment that was due yesterday. I actually thought about not turning it in, even though I was only a paragraph from finishing it. I managed to talk myself into completing and turning it in, but boy was it tempting.
So you see this problem is in all aspects of my life, even work. I should be looking for something to do work related, but instead here I blog about my "issues". Perhaps this is a wakeup call that I should heed, or maybe my bosses just need to get me some more work.
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